"Who are you to judge the life I live?
I know i'm not perfect and I don't live to be, but before you start pointing fingers...
make sure your hands are clean."
-Bob Marley

SWEET WORDS MAAN
\r/E\S/P\E/C\t/
something to share ! came across this video . gosh , bulu roma naik sakk ...
to those who appreciate jazz music =)

will update what happen today tmr . huh ? i update after subuh k ?
obrigado !
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frustrated like frust ! huh ?

haha . ok dear readers . i hereby wanna say that i can tanam my running shoes already .
it spoils my mood for today ! really !

the story goes like this .
Woke up at 6 am . thought i was gonna miss my prayers but alhamdulilah no ~ =)
mandi then siap2 pray . lepas tu , wore my running pants and also shirt and then my shoes .
made my way to the track peacefully thinking that the start of the day is gonna be great ~
did my stretching already and ready for the run .
halfway through the track , the base of my shoe gave in and there it goes . another shoe gone ! coincidentally .the minute when my right shoe gave in , the song in my hp changed to the song that i always remembered during my time with ~ .
sheesh . . . what a day to start ...
kasut bola da tercabut time main street kat punggol .
Sekarang kasut lari .
Whats next ? the white adidas ? nononono . please ..

later afternoon ! gonna meet fellow n2n3 . having a takraw cum lepak cum gathering session . hopefully im on form today . please .

ps ; babe , ure still in my heart <3~
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~=-forward to fellow muslims reading-=~



Salaam everyone! Got this in the e-mail and Do take the time to read!



Subject: [Fwd: the best love letter ever]

Love letter from some one very special. You will be happy
that you read this all the way through.


As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you
would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my
opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in
your life yesterday.But I noticed you were too busy, trying to
find the right outfit to wear. When you ran around the house
getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to
stop and say hello, but you were too busy. At one point you
had to wait, fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a
chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet.


I thought you wanted to talk to me, but you ran to the phone and
called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched
patiently all day long.With all your activities I guess you
were too busy to say anything to me. I noticed that before lunch
you looked around,may be you felt embarrassed to talk to me, that
is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables
over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly
before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more
time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet.


You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do.
After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't
know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and
you spend lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about
anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you
watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.

Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said good night to
your family you popped into bed and fell asleep in no time.
That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you.
I've got patience, more than you will ever know. I even want to teach
you how to be patient with others as well. I love you so much
that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought or a thankful
part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation.


Well, you are getting up once again. And once again I will wait,
with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me
some time.Have a nice day!

Your Friend

brothers day out!
sorry for the bad quality picture .



babe , if ure reading this . its the date that i've been always waiting for as time goes by . it wud be our 7th ? no , 6th ? if this still goes on . i've been trying very hard to sidetrack those things by keeping myself busy . not concentrating in the reh . past by those memorable places alone just now . while my friends were at the other end at the playground . sit at the waterbreaker all by myself remembering those days we use to talk and argue abt small little things . that means alot to me . i dont wanna talk much here . just letting it out cos i have no one to talk to every night .
ku harap doa dan kemohonan sampai satu hari nanti . insyaallah .

sidetrack abit . i went to pasir ris just now . saw sambateria ! approach them and salam2 then head to those memorable places while my friends left me all by myself there . its a solid 2 hrs i sit down there watching the small waves hit the rocks .
watching the ships . admiring the nature .
this is the day im down . i d k how i am gonna react for tmr's bbq . can i not come ?
gonna mis my the 2 waktu solat . =( ape nak jadi .
ahh dah lah . aku dah penat ni . nga selsema . gy beach apee tadi~ .
ok golek~

-i still love you .

AMSL
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enjoy life to the fullest ! woo~
felt like making this the title of this post .
i d k y ? haha .
its 4++ am now and im not asleep .
y ? dont bother asking y .
i have my reasons .
he knows
she knows
some knows ...

i was passing by haji lane just now heading to r. cafe when something distracted me .
there was a so called drum shop there . endorse by battlefield drums .
i wonder when is it open cause its not open at night .
maybe i can get some discounts in buying their drums there ?
wanna get a pdp snare drum ...
just a small 12 or 14 inch is enough . =)
anyone ?=(

planned to pray at sultan mosque this friday . sembahyang jumaat lerr .
then , drop by to the shop to see if its open or not . then to t. a. to meet S.

im sad =( bloco is at zoukout now probably having fun after their set .
haha ! its ok !

ohh yaa - some drastic changes in my life now though . its been a clean sheet since that day . the wake up call ? =)

today is gonna be a healthy day for me !
gonna wake up and 5+ and pray .
then siap2 go for a morning jog .
then , petang arnd 12 noon .
gonna cycle with friends . from hougang to tampines , maybe drop by rdp's busking then to pasir ris park . thats the moment im sure im gonna feel it back .
hopefully my mood dosnt change . im sure it wont =)
lepas 2 , 3 ? hah k mepek !
after that going changi , bedok , east coast then cycle back to hougang .
gonna solat hajat . mudah2an tkde pape yang buruk akan jadi . insyaallah .

and i cant wait to get on the bike . adjust tyres , change gears , and a comfortable seat ! ALL DONE ! =) gonna be a smooth ride today insyaallah . prays hard it wont rain .
was told by the uncle who did some adjustments for my bike is that my bike is a 2000 bike . i d k what does it mean . anybody ?
definitely not year 2000 laah . thats not what he meant .

just my game ! drums , takraw , pool , sheesha and cycling ! the things that can put me away from something .

something that sets me thinking and wondering .
days or infact weeks past and i havent hear a single news abt you .
how are you , how was ur day , what are you doing , have you eaten , whats ur plans for tmr , what time are u sleeping and many more .
those moments babe , keep on refreshing in my mind .
even in my dreams too .
y ? y ? y ?
silent phone always nowadays huh ... except for some calls and text from the ppl .
budak takraw yang iritating and budak bola . hah .

rewind back the time and adjust the error .
1 chance is what u will always get . 2nd is hardwork .

AMSL
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BUY ME A BLACKBERRY PHONE ANYONE ?
i guess im worried for nothing .
hope whoever the person is ,
is alright .

AMSL


meaningful song ...

see the point why i am listening to this songs is because i wanna built my self confidence in playing different2 genres be it from different2 parts of the country .
thats the reason . not im hearbroken or what okehh ;)

its 1.40am now . no great plans today - thursday
meeting n2n3 arnd 3 later at W. just a chill bill main takraw .
hopefully everyone turns up as i got something to say to n2n3 .
aku selalu joking around kan . ni serious k . haha .

this friday plak - going to tribal arts .
teaching pandeiro to someone there . dont wanna say the name .
Again let me clarify , i dont have much knowledge abt percussion but i dont mind sharing .
thats my way in life . share share share ^ ^

for saturday ...
gonna be at jemputan . kakak sedare kawen .
and its gonna be at pasir ris st 11 .
near lia's house =)
if im not wrong ahh .

after that maybe meeting HC at kampong glam .
maybe sheesha . depends ahh . haha !

cant play for zoukout ! 2 years ... =(
but its okaay , nothing to lose cos im not the party type and i dont quite like to .. party . ehh ? ahaha .

and and im looking forward to meet UA. at his studio .
gonna be jamming or infact learning pandeiro from him .
shud be a blast there !

and and , for today , when to meet BE at rp .
invitation from Z. to come .
had fun though ^ ^

and this . sharing a lil bit .
V the name of the band . simple yet meaningful .
my bro's in that band . proud of him !
managed to jump from scene to scene . to those who understand then good =)
tak faham
check out raspatul
then check out V
and see the difference .
v-wajah

v-orang kita(rausyanfikir)


and the singer is from force vomit =)
familiar with the song
dont give up , oh siti dont give up .
haha .

ok golek~!
*something to share*

to all my friends who are single,
love is like a butterfly.
the more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
but if you just let it fly,
it will come to you when you least expect it.
love can make you happy but often it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
so take your time and choose the best.

to all my friends who are attached,
love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s perfect person.
its about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

to all my friends who are just taking others for a ride,
never say "I love you" if you don’t care.
never talk about feelings if they aren’t there.
never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
the cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl: is to let her fall in love;
when he doesn't intend to catch her fall
and it works both ways.

to all my friends who are engaged,
the true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together;
but how good you are for each other.

to all my friends who are married,
love is not about "its your fault", but "I'm sorry"
not "where are you", but "I’m right here"
not "how could you", but "I understand"
not "I wish you were", but "im thankful you are"

to all my friends who are heartbroken,
heartbreaks last as long as you want;
and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
the challenge is not how to survive a heartbreaks,
but to learn from them.

to all my friends who are naïve,
how to be in love: be consistent but not too persistent.
share and never be unfair.
understand and try not to demand.
and get hurt but never keep the pain.

to all my friends who are possessive,
it breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else.
but its more painful to know that the one you love;
is unhappy with you.

to all my friends who are afraid to confess,
love hurts when you break up with someone.
it hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
but love hurts the most: when the person you love
has no idea about how you feel about him/her.

to all my friends who are still holding on,
a sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end it was never meant to be;
and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it.
if that person doesn’t worth it now,
its not going to be worth it in a year or 10 years from now.

to all my friends who are who you are,
this post is not meant to offend anybody.
im sorry if its hurt you in any way,
its just a post for all to share.

learnt that what goes around comes around .
a year to show it all .

ok its ll ++ now .. arnd 1 heading to city hall mrt to meet shahrul .
TAHUN ULAR !
SUBSTATION GIG
5 onwards .
V , Kraton , Shafyre and many more .

helping out in the gig becomming drum technician .
first time dohh ... XD

keeping myself busy this few days to sidetrack some things .

up next . ni laah gambar aku zaman caveman ! haha

and this ~! is bloco mirim~~ !


done sharing .. need to siap2 then start another hectic day .

AMSL!

obrigado !

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camp ace is over ..

miss those guys . sounded gay but seriously , kenangan .
eventhough each and everyone of us came from different environment . we are one during the camp .

team dunia got second ! woo~ . a lil dissapointed cos i was not on form at that time .
distracted from life problems ahh . diddnt save the final penalty .
let the team down but ni sumer masalah dunia . betul inspector M. ! hahaha .

upcomming ! manchester united's coach ? or sub coach is comming down to singapore to train camp ace for 2 hours . on the 16th if im not wrong ahh .
not that sure .

just now's jamming was great !
"S" brought his band down .watched them play and comment on stuffs . teach the drummer some beats to improvise on . im not that good but i dont mind sharing what i've got ;)
great songs they have ! can go far ! but with determination and also confidence ahh ...
seriously from the bottom of my heart . nice songs !

moving on ..
was on youtube , and i found this .


love the words .
enjoys !

AMSL !

obrigado !
learnt something new during the talk today at the - ace camp !!

all the things are by choice . if u choose to belief that ure useless , then ure useless . if not , show ! tunjukkan .
im starting to imagine what and how my life wud be without the "pillar of support" .
ace camp - truthfully speaking . i learnt how to control myself more .
apart from all those wrongdoings i did . i realise where i stand .
criticism only makes u tougher . no point being angry .
want face ? what do u get ?
want fame ? how much can u earn ?
want name ? how far can u go ?

2009" is the best of the best of the best year for me =)
like seriously .


*ANGRY/marah/bingit/sot!* or whatever u call that defines anger .
"L" never ever in my whole relationship or infact friendship have those words in me .
that is why ... its so hard for me to let u go . i treat u as my one and only .
its not wise to be angry at these things . seriously . cos this needs time , patience , and hardwork to manage a true true true relationship .
i believe that we are already on our way going up the hill . but eventually , i step on the loose rock and fell all the way down to the ground .

kick the ball far away from u . no where to be seen . damn far , damn hard .
insyaallah , god willing the ball will roll back to you .

*hardly NO MORE or no more*
"L"
no more - i love you
-holding hands
-shoulder to rest on
-sitting on the waterbreakers
-watching the sunset
-taking photos
-watching my gigs
-talk about ships
-how the breaker was made
-video on "pelajar pintar"
-watching movies
-ask to watch out the stairs
-hugs
-future plannings
-going to market to buy things
-taking bus 109
-going home late at night
-watching nurkasih
-midnight ride home
-missing the bus
-dinner at cofee express
-teaching grade 1 and 2 notes
-hitting on my drum pads
-snap pictures using her baby(dslr lerr)
-accompany her anywhere
-advice from her
-conforting each other
-teaching maths
-teaching science
-teaching history
-a tap on the pandeiro
-dirty her shoes
-talking on the phone till 8 am the latest .
-no more sweet text msges
-arguing on small things which is cute
-walking from downtown to her place
-no more merajoks here and there
-bowling

many more to list down but having watery eyes already . soo , yeaa .
thats all i can say .

tmr report at cantonment at 7 . pfft . leceh

okaay golek~

amor si influento amor la vida =)
Camp ace =))

40 murid yang DANGER ! haha takde laah .
kua berita tadi .. gerek doks camp dier .
really2 enjoyed . funn and laughter we shared eventhough its only the first day .
great fun !

Team Dunia ... haha . inspector m. being our coach . da bukan macam coach .
crack jokes and made us laugh .. won the first game 3-1 eventhough our team is not that strong .
teamwork !
2 chinese members who dont have any experience in soccer .
goalkeeper inpromptu yang terluper nak bawak glove . - aku . haha .
goalkeepers were trained .
Who trained us ? - lionel lewis . great fun too !

invited guests - ex convicts who were in and out of jail several times . indeed a great role model now . a ss member once and now a new man standing out to give lectures .
motivational talks helped alot .

dosa aku banyak ...
Allah S.W.T ingin memaafkan sesiapa walaupun dosanye sebesar gunung kalau seseorang itu akur dan mengaku akan kesalahannya dan mengubah caranya .

sebelum orang kate aku bbual whirl .
just be patient and give sometime .
its never too late to change =)

thinking positively leads to a good future .
thinking negatively leads to the dark side of life .

i wont give up and keep on trying =)

*amaran* the changes that im making in life , MY LIFE .
no one change me or ask me to be like this . they can only guide .
its ME who is changing . for the better i hope .

and to show to anybody that i can ... =)

been moody this days , be strong mirul ! ;)

- this week's plan .

Tuesday - camp ace
Wednesday - camp ace
Thursday - jamming
Agenda Of Jamming Session - To jam of cos
- To complete my drum solo which is not completed or in
fact , never completed ! for 5th dec =)
- and to record something =)

wil upload it here ..

Friday - sembahyang at sultan mosque .
then
visit tribal artz ! djembe fola !
Saturday - theres something on , but i luperrrrrr .. lol

im suppose to reach old TRACOM at 7 tmr .
but it seems that i have trouble sleeping the past few days .
workout pon dah tak seberape .
maybe im tired ?
yeaaa . guess so .

okaay guys ! and girls !